I would have the nicest abs EVER if they weren’t hidden under all this horrible, parasitic fat !
Gonna try 20 days on the lemonade diet starting tomorrow, doing a few saltwater flushes inbetween, and drinking a mug of warm milk twice every evening, once at 5pm and once at 9pm. I will go for a walk everyday between 7pm and 8pm and all my other time will be spent doing college work.
You really can’t get anymore perfect than this.
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note to self: water is beautiful and magical and will make me thin - not like food.
ihatemyfatlegs:PREEttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy*
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I accidentally opened up to the guy I’m seeing last night, and now I feel like a tool.
Rofl. We both got drunk and he stayed over.
He told me about his issues with depression (he moved 8 hours away to London after his dad died when he was a kid, and had no friends for 3 years and suffered from it severely).
I told him about all the horrible stuff my ex boyfriend did to me; his response: “Well atleast I don’t have to worry about doing better than him”.
I laughed and reassured him that he was better than him - I’m such a liar. No one will ever be better than him, even though he was a massive cunt, I still love him, and I still hate his new girlfriend, and it’s not fair.
I’m a fuck up.
so you’ve been awake for a few minutes now.
thinking about what you ate yesterday.
the stupid, stupid mistakes that you would love to go back and change.
the calories that didn’t make you any happier.
that extra digit that showed up on the scale.
so you’re going to do what?
sit on tumblr all day staring at the pictures of the girls that you wish you could be?
read the blogs of girls who are succeeding?
try to not eat for a few hours and then give into your depression?
NO.
you will achieve it. screw that scale. screw the people who told you you weren’t worth it. screw the food sitting in the pantry, the fridge, the stores, the restaurants.
ladies, it’s day 1 of no more binges. day 1 of consistent pound loss. day 1 of sore abs, legs, and butts.
count ahead a few days. where are you?
day 30 of the guys noticing you. day 47 of proving your family wrong. day 59 of your skinny friends not lying when they call you pretty. day 70 of not being embarrassed in dressing rooms. day 82 of everyone asking if you’ve lost weight. day 95 of shopping in the small sizes. day 110 of people picking you up to give you hugs without thinking you’re too heavy. day 123 of feeling the jealousy of other girls looking at you. day 132 of being somebody else’s thinspo.
you can’t get to those days without having a day 1. and those dates may seem far away, but think about this:
day 2 includes being happy with your choices from the day before.
dear self,
please eat less.
please stay strong.
please run for longer.
please stay in control.
please don’t gain weight.
please go to bed feeling empty.
please, please, please don’t binge.
please don’t forget why you are doing this.
and please, oh please just hurry up and get thin.
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